2015年7月19日星期日

That house is a nightmare!


Since into the house after the small autumn Yan not in lying in the wheat straw stack, in she before the age of one she almost did not hold a mother's door. That is strange, small autumn Yan want to know what it is like, as long as the stomach is not very hungry, she never crying won't always obediently lying in bed and play with her toys hong kong seo . Gradually the Mid Autumn Festival Yan grow up, and slowly will climb, then slowly will go, then the door will not live in her. Not as long as the family planning work group to check, Qiu Yan's mother is not in hiding her. Can be with her two brothers go out to play, autumn Yan's mother is her aunt and mother, keep not to raise also raised her the good old, although autumn Yan did not eat milk powder are autumn Yan parents with rice to feed her large, autumn Yan mother think milk is too expensive, each bag to be ten to eight, can not afford to eat. Rice noodles Qiu Yan also full stomach.

Autumn Yan's two older brothers, two Hutouhunao little guy and two troublemaker, parents and grandparents, darling, every home will have delicious snacks, two little guys are evenly divided Information Assessment , sometimes a person with a big apple, or a pack of crispy noodles, or other delicious. Small autumn Yan only crying in the back stretch hand to envy crying tired gentle mother always said: "give her a bite." So small autumn Yan will get big brother or brother reward a mouthful of delicious, eats again to will encounter two brother's little fist, so when the autumn Yan always with her sharp cries to represent her discontent, this mother was very irritated her. Always disliked her love crying not obedient, autumn Yan also never wore new clothes are brothers or through the cousin of old clothes mother with her dexterous hand cut cut Bubu again to autumn Yan wear, autumn Yan also finally able to have a food and clothing!

Etc. slightly older, understand the affair of the autumn Yan always feel unhappy, also gradually learn to parents dispute, for their unfair treatment and grievance, this time she the mother would be to her said: "you are not our daughter, your aunt is your mom, too I go to you Buhao Zhao qinma you ah, don't listen immediately bid farewell to you, you go we lack a burden." So always like heavy fist that hit the autumn Yan little heart, autumn Yan very afraid, afraid of have one day be sent and delivered to the a very strange to her aunt's house. The aunt and the aunt husband she still follow mom to grandma when met a few times, the very strange strange aunt and the total Yin face great uncle, let autumn Yan felt very afraid. See they all dare not say reenex . The autumn Yan is afraid of the day the mother really annoyed her sent her to that strange home, she hated them, not willing to go to their home. Not so when the mother said to send her away in the autumn, trembling with fear, dare not talk back with my mother. Very grievance when lying on his bed with the quilt over the head secretly crying.

In the autumn Yan five years old her biological parents finally got his wish to a boy. Because at that time say, make clear beforehand, autumn Yan mother what time what time the boy took Qiu Yan back to them. Mother side family planning also catch very tight, was found the people will say she gave birth to a third child, will be the punishment of bankrupt. So the autumn Yan mother took Qiu Yan back to my sister, no matter how crying or autumn Yan was sent back to the place where she was born. In this house all day long to go out in the house, afraid of other people will say that he will say that he has a child, they can not afford to pay a fine. Mother is good, very dear to autumn Yan, always coaxed her. Can fall Yan most afraid to see the natural father that a face, see autumn Yan is always a dark, a time all have no smile to her. When to eat when autumn Yandu dare not look up, afraid to touch his father the cold eyes, don't even outstretched hands used chopsticks to plate clip vegetables; when the father in front when she is always crying for mother said she wanted to go home, she was homesick to her father and mother, her two brothers want to - - - - - - cried and cried, cried every day! Cried mother also annoying her.

2015年7月17日星期五

Understand the suffering of others and

Xinruzhishui, was not changed on. The heart orchid, more powerful and real. After setbacks and tribulations of life, heart grinding imaging water texture, in the face of danger, and the complexion doesn't change, calm to face, keep a cool mind. After erosion and the baptism of the river of life, heart into practice an orchid, hasten benefit by harm, away from worldly troubles, really do in the face of any crisis and serious, are not from randomhigh blood pressure matrix, but calm down inside the surge, head on straight, indifferent face.

The bustling world, smoke troubles, too many people are blinded by your desires and interests shall maintain a normal state of mind, whatever to meet their own. Common heart, is the heart of kindness, patience and indifferent heart. His heart requires us to learn  reenex  to be patient, for the two sides dispute and friction things, know how to compromise. Love, that is, the people have a sincere, kind-hearted heart, to help those who need help, to forgive those who have made mistakes, sincere, sincere to people. We are for their own distress, anxiety, clinging to indifferent face, in a calm state of mind, solve step by step.

You have, reconcile oneself to one's situation. For things and things that cannot be changed, don't force them to change, to follow the rules of the development of things, and to do things according to their Enterprise Cloud Email own characteristics. We often say: you. Stimulation of the external things and make body and mind is feeling called edge, and revel is karma and the occurrence of action, so revel is a kind of realm. We should understand and revel in life, edge to edge are naturally occurring, we don't persist and demanding. The way of life, should know that at any time, with, revel, with the event, rejoice, emotions are not visible in the color, pregnant with a cool heart, revel of, at any time to settle down.

Choose a constant, and revel. Some people complain about the whole day to pay more than the total, so will be the day of worries and troubles. Pay, should not be the old thinking of return, we should think that every time we get more than pay. Because we are in the release of other people's anxiety and distress, so that we can get the invisible in the blessing of god. In fact, we give every love is a seed, the seed will grow into a tree of heaven.

Life is a long road, walk away, we learned to the people should keep a good heart, good heart, the things should be kept quiet, safe state of mind. To life in sudden anxiety and distress to a common heart to confront and resolve. Cast to the guidance of the desires and interests, with your heart to speak, revel has degree, the pros and cons of unintentional and in the ukiyo floating city do a dull such as water.

2015年7月13日星期一

How many people love

Floating things bustling and lonely with incense smoke; mistook for The End of Life, how can a love you and I can not tolerate? Give up, leaving a man keep lonely; fireworks easy cold, sky dust years, can not see the years, can not read the terraced rice paddies; set a melancholy, a paper fragments, spectral song from mountains afar, haunt your dreams, whether, abandon everything, live for love? Even if the powder body, also do not heart disease miss?
 Spring return; Fang Huaming stalk of MAE; embrace you, not love you and I give up all I care for you to live, can hold  reenex flowers, and open and pity, and I; and round and cherish, and allow Sansheng River expectations, skims a handful of fragrance, light rubbing to hold water, Dangqi Yi Lian, let the memory, full of peach blossom; Ying Mei to dense the heart warm, mildly met years tenderness watery, subtle fragrance floating, cherish each other, aloes commitment, passion for the wind, cloud, and, the situation the world fireworks. Long life, in the years to come, fly wing to wing, Xiao Qin Ming, and you Business Hosting Service with me.

Flying in the sky, the hometown of whirling is obviously wrong, or repeating the same mistakes, for a dedication of love, even if the moths flying into the fire; hurt you, hurt me, love is a word, regardless of Takahashi. Recite in the heart, a life wasted; worthy of the autumn wind, the wind and snow, do you mind of Chinese painting, dance mountains and rivers; with numerous Hua lonely, watch each other, Nianhua, let the fate take a seat. You is a mountain of water, time of a pear tree and you Zhumu look at Ewha Shengxue; recurrent several world, only you glance; how much wind and rain, how much pain, fall in love with you, will lose the self; even if the situation does not allow you to me, for you into the magic, I support you to live!

Hear the wind sing, watching the rain falling down, with you by my side, like chunhuaqiuyue; accompany you winter to spring, tertiary river garden, Cheng Du in love; even if it is a magnificent fireworks, fireworks short, also therefore clank and, one day a year, waiting for water time extinguished; even if it is wrong, no hope of vortex, guarding unabated persistence, the sink together; have you accompany, more wasted, to laugh it off. A word of promise, a persistent, the feeling is not you and me, beyond redemption into magic, for you, willing to give up everything, protect you live!

"I can't say that, with commitment, don't blame me, love can not be you, I care for you and live, because I love you, I became a total of you.